Writing is a journey, and sometimes the story takes unexpected turns.
— Paula HawkinsWriting is my therapy, my way of making sense of a chaotic world.
— Paula HawkinsEvery book I write is an act of rebellion against silence.
— Paula HawkinsLet’s be honest: women are still only really valued for two things—their looks and their role as mothers.
— Paula HawkinsIt’s impossible to resist the kindness of strangers.
— Paula HawkinsDrunk Rachel sees no consequences, she is either excessively expansive and optimistic or wrapped up in hate. She has no past, no future. She exists purely in the moment.
— Paula HawkinsI realized I do tragedy better than comedy.
— Paula HawkinsSome things are just meant to stay hidden. Some things are too terrible to know.
— Paula HawkinsWriting is the only way I can truly be free.
— Paula HawkinsThe greatest gift a writer can give is to make you forget you're reading.
— Paula HawkinsThere are familiar faces on these trains, people I see every week, going to and fro. I recognize them and they probably recognize me. I don’t know whether they see me, though, for what I really am.
— Paula HawkinsI woke feverish, panicky. Guilty. I do feel guilty. Just not guilty enough.
— Paula HawkinsWords are like puzzle pieces; it's up to the reader to put them together.
— Paula HawkinsMy words are my canvas, and I paint with ink.
— Paula HawkinsHollowness: that I understand. I’m starting to believe that there isn’t anything you can do to fix it. That’s what I’ve taken from the therapy sessions: the holes in your life are permanent. You have to grow around them, like tree roots around concrete; you mold yourself through the gaps.
— Paula HawkinsSometimes, I don’t want to go anywhere, I think I’ll be happy if I never have to set foot outside the house again. I don’t even miss working.
— Paula HawkinsPeople you have a history with, they won’t let you go, and as hard as you might try, you can’t disentangle yourself, can’t set yourself free. Maybe after a while you just stop trying.
— Paula HawkinsThis is what marriage is—safe, warm, comfortable.
— Paula HawkinsI want to be a better person, but I don’t know how.
— Paula HawkinsI can’t risk looking backwards, it’s always a bad idea.
— Paula HawkinsIf I turned right here I’d go up past my gallery—what was my gallery, now a vacant shop window—but I don’t want to, because that still hurts a little.
— Paula HawkinsI never learn. I wake with a crushing sensation of wrongness, of shame, and I know immediately that I’ve done something stupid.
— Paula HawkinsI am not the girl I used to be. I am no longer desirable, I’m off-putting in some way. It’s as if people can see the damage written all over me.
— Paula Hawkins“I want to drag knives over my skin, just to feel something other than shame, but I'm not even brave enough for that”
— Paula Hawkins